Semen. Cum. Sperm. Spunk. Spooge. Jizz. Manseed. Leche. The Money Shot.

Whatever you call it, that slippery white stuff intoxicates me. I wouldn't dream of wasting it by shooting into the toilet as I did in my foolish youth. I gotta feel the sperm splattering onto my hairy belly and chest -- a ritual of joyous self-anointment that signals the end of my stroking session, as familiar and obligatory as the priest's closing words to the congregation at the end of a worship service. ("The Masturbation has ended; go and piss...")

Well, except for when I end up gulping it down instead. Or shooting it into a jockstrap that's already starchy and yellowing from all the previous spermloads that have dried on it, and that I like to wear sometimes while jacking off. Or, best of all, when I get to spurt it onto a buddy's beefy, hairy chest while he grins happily at the sight of my thick penis and grunts out shoot the hot sperm all over me, bro, as happened this afternoon. (Ted dropped by for a visit...)

A few months back, I put up a poll on this very subject, but then with the move and all, I completely forgot about it until today. So, at last, here are the results of Poll #4...

In the past month, I have:

Lifted my legs over my head and ejaculated in my own mouth Saved up several loads in the freezer and then thawed 'em out so that I could drink my own semen or use it as lube while masturbating Tried to see how far I could shoot it, horizontally Ejaculated in a favorite pair of underwear (jockstrap, etc.) for subsequent sniffing Shot my sperm onto the pages of a porn mag, or a printout of a 'Net buddy's cock pic Rubbed some on my face or in my hair to let it dry so that I could go out in public with dried spooge on me Mixed my semen into pancake batter or a blender drink, or otherwise used it as an ingredient in something I was going to consume Left a puddle for my dog to lap up Carefully dabbed it up with a Kleenex -- I don't really get into playing around with my baby batter

What the results clearly show is: if you still thought there were something weird about you because you like to eat your own jizz, you can relax -- plenty of other men are into the same thing. I was also glad to see that I'm not the only one who has a special pair of underwear that doubles as a cumrag, and doesn't go in the washing machine...

For the next poll, I've decided to try out Yahoo's built-in polling software, which means that you'll take the poll through the Brooklyn Jackolytes group, rather than through the main site. Here's the link.

Men waving their wands

Got a couple of crotch-tingling emails from readers over the weekend...

Paul writes: ''tantra for one, but would prefer tantra for two! Edging, hovering and finally rapture!'' His penis is mouth-wateringly handsome -- I can just imagine wrapping my hand around that sturdy cockshaft, feeling its warmth and power.

Another reader said simply, "Know you like pics of hard dicks.'' Yes, I admit that I do. And this dude had an awesome piece of meat to share -- thick and hard and begging to be masturbated.

Quickie (a chat transcript)

hi, rob

Hey, Ted!

how have u been

I've been all right. Still job hunting.

ahh it know it's a bit slow out there but you'll get something soon

Yeah... I'm not losing hope or anything

just got back from florida this afternoon

Cool. I started getting a hard-on when your IM window popped up!

lol! cool. i really enjoyed our last outing

Me too
Hence the hard-on

U had any fun this week with that nice fat cock?

Just some great j/o

alone or with others?

Alone

ahhh, hot... i can picture u stroking away at that sweet meat

I was gooning intensely last night

mmmm. did u shoot a nice hot load

Was totally focused on my dick

all lubed up with albolene, i'll bet

Yeah, was lubed up and shot a big load. Used the memory of your penis throbbing against mine while we kissed to finally push myself over the edge

hot

And then just shot the sperm all over myself

would have loved to see that

Oh man... wish i couldve had you there watching me masturbate.... thrusting my stiff cock into my hand... my hairy nuts bouncing

shit i would have stood over you while u laid on that couch playing with my meat

Oh yeah.... just let me jack you off, man

jack my meat and yours at the same time
you getting hard from feeling my stiff cock in your hand

I want to stroke your cock until it erupts all over me

and you getting more excited by seeing my cock get stiffer from your hand

God, I love that... feeling another man's cock get harder because your dick turns him on

that is fucking hot... u got me stiff here

I'm fucking hard here, too
Can't jack right now, though. just enjoying the feel of the erection in my shorts (don't have enough privacy here at the computer to do anything about it)

same here
my cock is pushing against my shorts

I love that sensation... like your cock is trying to escape its constraints, begging you to rub it and play with it

u are such a cool guy with a great cock to boot

Thanks, buddy...
you know, i've fantasized about sucking your balls until you ejaculate on my face

ahhh i would love to act out that fantasy sometime

It's great to find a guy who is really focused on j/o and enjoys the body contact and everything

definitely

So what does your week look like?

monday and tues are flexible for me... how about u

Yeah, I think that either day would work for me

it would be so hot to hook up again

I definitely want to

I'd really want to stroke that fat cock and make it shoot all over the place

oh man... you could play with my thick hard-on as much as you want

i'd love to stand behind you and fondle your balls and stroke that fat cock till it could take no more

Jack a load out of my nuts, buddy

i turned a couple of guys onto your site

Cool!

one guy is a friend of mine who's really into jerking off

excellent

he's the guy who started the nova club, but he is in canada right now
i jerked with him a few times when he was living here
he is a great guy

Hey, I need to go. But look for me tomorrow morning.

ok. need to run here too but will take me a while to be able to stand up from my desk!

Heh heh...
I can hardly wait to get naked with you again... feel your hairy boner in my hand

same here

we'll definitely have some fun tomorrow or Tuesday

cool... look for u tomorrow

ttyl

Video feedback

Hey, guys!

Thanks to those of you who've ordered videos. I've sold ten so far, and a few dudes were generous enough to add on a tip to the purchase price -- thus allowing me to meet my modest goal of earning back the cost of my move from NYC from the tape sales. Obviously, I appreciate the influx of cash. (Speaking of cash, if you were interested in buying a stylish Brooklyn Jack T-shirt but were waiting for the price to come down, now's your chance, frugal shoppers!)

But the true payoff, for me, has been the enthusiastic response I've gotten from guys who've ordered and seen the tapes. What's gratifying, though, is not that all these men are saying I have a hot body or that I'm handsome. Some guys did say as much, which is obviously flattering, and some guys didn't comment on my looks, which is fine -- I don't expect to be everyone's type. No, what I liked -- what I loved -- is that these guys were turned on by my erotic style.

As I've said a number of times before, the most important motivation for starting the Brooklyn Jack site was to make some contacts with other men who are really passionate about masturbating the penis, both as a mode of sexual expression and as an affirmation of maleness. So the email correspondences that developed between myself and a few of the guys who bought the tapes have been gratifying, sometimes enlightening, and always dick-stiffening...

Don't mean to be a pest or anything, but received your tape as I informed you earlier. Got into bed that evening (day of arrival) and got propped up and hit play. Wow, wow, wow, what more can I say??? I haven't been that fucking hard in a very long time and edging through it all, I finally shot an incredible load with you in your last segment. Fucking ropes of cum and normally I ooze. The talk, the poppers, the jacking, whew, what a tape! I woke up the next morning and hit play again and shot another load straight up in the air. And morning is NOT a good time for me. You have stirred things that haven't been touched upon in years!

Another buddy wrote:

The tape arrived just before I had to go out of town for a week. I popped it in the VCR last evening when I returned home and next thing I knew my penis was tenting my briefs and had a wet spot. I felt like I really "connected" with you as you stroked your hard penis. I've jacked off with many guys over the years but rarely did they get into their bodies and the masturbation experience the way you do. You are so genuine with your experience; at no time did it seem like you were faking it. I really appreciated that. I enjoy watching a man get turned on by his own body, and it's obvious that you enjoy yours..

I am looking forward to some extended gooning sessions while I stroke along with you on the tape. Thanks for making it available. Would love to help you milk that manmeat of yours someday if you'll help me with mine :)

Here's what longtime reader CJ had to say:

Brooklyn Jack, the Motion Picture has affected me an many ways. Last week, I spent most of my available time just masturbating with Jack. All of the Jacks.

By ''all of the Jacks,'' CJ is referring to the tapes he's seen of me that I made in my late high-school and college years. I first started taping myself when I was 15-and-a-half; the very first masturbation video that I ever made was from the summer that my family went down to Orlando for vacation. While I was down there, the idea came to me that I could use my dad's video camera (it wasn't a camcorder; the tape recorder was housed in a separate unit, connected to the camera via cable) to make a lasting record of myself jacking off. The very earliest segments don't exist anymore -- I've since recorded over them -- but CJ has seen clips from my senior year of high school and my early college years, when I had yet to develop into the man I am today. Late in my college career, when I got my first modem and a Prodigy account to go with it, I traded copies of my videos with a few guys I met online. Somehow, three of my segments found their way onto a ''masturbating amateurs'' video, which is how CJ eventually got hold of them. Anyway...

Slowly something began to emerge. I am not sure if you realized this, or even thought about it, when you made the tape, but the video offers more than a mere glimpse into the evolution of Brooklyn Jack. I hope this does not scare or embarrass you. I doubt that this type of a record exists anywhere else.

I can identify with both the early Jack and today's Jack. Not on a parallel with age, I was just 17 before I even made the ''discovery.'' It is the search for that state of surrender I mentioned on in the review on the group. Again, hope that is not embarrassing. It is most powerful. While now I find myself in that state many times, it took some time to be able to trust it.

When you look at any of your videos that I have, know that I am erect, displaying to my television screen and masturbating with you in true penis bliss.